I felt as if I could no longer resist the call waiting. But that’s just like purgatory. It’s a waiting game. It’s only the surroundings which make the game difficult. Otherwise anyone could wait anywhere with no problems. Even so, I won’t lose my cool knowing that I’m only biding my time now. There’s...
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Zen calendar
I dreamt about pulling the pages of my Zen calendar off, day by day, as if this would move me closer to my goal. There was wisdom on each page but I felt divided by that and the calendar’s purpose. First, the strict accounting of days and my trouble with that. Then, if properly...
about Conversations with Nic
The longer you’re away from nicotine the more you realize how many other things are also pulling on you. It might be high time to hit the road and take a journey just to see how you relate to everything anyway. This journey turned out to be a tale of desire, maybe even a...
Alchemical wedding 3/5
In this dream I am learning all about Psyche. She is all desire, spirit wishing to merge, to kiss. I also thought how we walk around, not being whole, incomplete until we once again, merge. Up on the surface, on Johnson Avenue and then on all the other streets we walk down, we...
Nic on notice
With humor as a backdrop, the “memoir” style narrative will feel familiar to those that have read contemporary writers in search of self and soul. What we leave behind in the dark of our minds and histories can boomerang back through our psyches. All you need is a catalyst, or a home made bomb....